dear heart

Laugh, even when you feel too sick or too worn out or tired.
Smile, even when you're trying not to cry and the tears are blurring your vision.
Sing, even when people stare at you and tell you your voice is crappy.
Trust, even when your heart begs you not to.
Twirl, even when your mind makes no sense of what you see.
Frolick, even when you are made fun of.

Sleep, even when you're afraid of what the dreams might bring.
Run, even when it feels like you can't run any more.
And, always, remember, even when the memories pinch your heart.

Because the pain of all your experience is what makes you the person you are now.

And without your experience, you are an empty page, a blank notebook, a missing lyric.

What makes you brave is your willingness to live through your terrible life and hold your head up high the next day.

So don't live life in fear.

Because you are stronger now, after all the crap has happened, than you ever were back before it started.

tension overboard -,-\

test quiz assignment and presentation muet tooooo!

update u later, bye

annual dinner :)

baru je semalam berlalu annual dinner, tapi keseronokan tu still terasa sampai ke hari ni and kekenyangan tu pon masih bersisa :)

first time kot ak join annual dinner ni, and x mampu di nafikan mmg best giler enjoy sgt sgt

annual dinner ni diadakan di zenith hotel yg mmg grand expensive besar and mmg mahal lahhhhhh tp ats usaha jpk2 tu kitorang just bayar 80rgt je for that night, kira ok lah tu. worth sgt dah bg aku.

nk type lg pnjg tp btry laptop dh sgt low, nanti lah upload gmbr, bye

memories :)

hello world. hye peeps. :)

finally tergerak jugak hati aku nak jenguk blog ni

mmg aku sibuk, sibuk sgt sgt

tapi tetibe rase rindu blog, rindu nak bercerita segala bagai kat sini

ada problems ke aku ni? takkkkkkk

i'm just fine..super fineee :D

gelak sana gelak sini

kacau orang sana sini

kehidupan penuh memori :)

aku agak terkejut bile tengok aku punye last entry was on 8 December 2011

teheeee

and now, dah 17 Feb 2012 ponnn

dah berapa bulan berlalu ekkk?

aboutt two months?

hmmm

kejap sgt masa berlalu

pejam celik tido makan sana sini dah dua bulan rupenye

bila di imbau kembali kehidupan suka duka aku sepanjang berada di kampus ni sehingga ke hari ni, there are tooo much things happened, toooo much memories created

ketawa. menangis. marah. sedih. happy.

all together. makes me strong. drive me to live a wonderful life.

bercerita tentang memori..

i still remember how sad i am when i got band 3 for my muet

phewwww

at first, i didn't care so much about that, the result was as expected.

i just said alhamdulillah when yaya told me that i got band 3, it's ok for me, enough, i know myself. * she checked my result, teheee :)

but then, when everyyoooneeee around me keep on talking about that, i felt sad, frust, lost :(

i called my brother, talked to him, he advised me, i cried and cried then i decided to repeat it again. that's my decision.

and now, i'm waiting for the day, 28 Feb 2012 and 3rd march 2012:)

wish me luck guysss

even though after this aku mmg x kan further my study on tesl or english program whatever dh..not even education, haha. tp aku still hope yg terbaik, and at least dpt band 4 for my muet..insyaallah. i will do my best as long as i can. i will never give up. this is my life, i want to make it beautiful and live it to the fullest.

whatever it is, i want my life full with laugh and joy. :D

sepanjang dua bulan yg dh berlalu ni, there are too much activities..

sangka x sangka aku join beach run even aku ni bukan lah suka sgt nk berlari bagai tu. haha.

mmg lawak giler tapi at least aku bukan lah orang terakhir walaupun tinggal beberapa orang je lagi kat blkg aku. haha

tapi mmg enjoy walaupun letih yang amat, bayangkan lari dari kampus ke telok cempedak, mmg fuh fuh lah kan..jauh giler kotttttt

mai. aku and yaya :)

futsal pon aku join gak, tapi futsal mmg aku suka lah and mmg terrer pon main futsal ni. haha

basketball lagi lah mencabar, haha. bayangkan aku yang mmg x pernah main basketball and x pndai pon tibe2 main utk tournament basketball, mmg x la kan aku and teammate nk menang. haha, memalukan je. tapi serius enjoy..

another weekend kitorang yang terpilih2 ni pergi karnival jom masuk u..kat zenith hotel tu, and part yang paling best lunch free free kat zenith, bayangkan hotel besar and grand and expensive tu kitorang pergi melantak kat sana mcm org giler. haha. yang paling best pencuci muka dia, eh eh pencuci mulut lahhh haha XD

sampai dua mangkuk sorang kitorang mintak. haha

malu x malu belakang kiraaa :p

budak kecik

"kakak,kakak pndai lukis harimau x?"
"pandaiii.." *dgn bngga nyer ak lukis*
"naga pndai x?"
"mstilah pndaiii" *bangga lg*
"burung? burung helang.."
*lukis lg*
"singa kak?"
*x muat ktas dh nk lukis =,= lukis le jgk*
tetibe bdk ni tny soaln yg mmg ak x thu nk jwb ape..huuuu
"kakak,kakak pndai lukis Allah x?"
"ha???!" *terkejut sakan,buat2 cool :p*
"kakak mane pndai lukis Allah.."
"Allah same mcm kite kn,mnusia mcm kite x?"
"x..Allah bkn mnsia mcm kite,x same mcm kite.."
*nk explain mcm lg nk bg bdk umur 7 thun ni phm..huwaa*
"kakak,nabi mnsia mcm kite x?"
*fuhh*"nabi mnsia mcm kite lah"
"kite x leh nmpk nabi kn? dye duduk ats bahu kite kn?"
"bkn..yg duduk ats bahu kite tu malaikat.."
"owh..ye la,lupe..kakak,lukis anak naga plk"
*fuh..mencabar jgk berckp ngn budk umur 7 thun ni*